pounding, rhythmically and pulsing, i wonder if you know that gnawing..
the nagging at the back of the mind, interrupting your day with longing.. demanding.
marking every day with the urgency of an insatiable master that insists on tribute, on fealty, on constant ritual worship at the altar of desire. these currents of raw animus, they course through the earth and intoxicate the senses and overwhelm logic.. these passions that build and build into lust, they flow within us and flow through us and fuel me. i have surrendered to their seductive pull and to the fire of their command.
my touch is light but the imprint is indelible, even the first glance of me is to share in this heady cocktail of passion, as the dionysian force animates every quivering, breathless part of me. the force of the desire that invigorates and unites us, that leaves us crumpled with our chests heaving in a sodden pile of sweaty limbs and hot searching mouths and rumpled sheets, to this force i devote myself and i am earnest in my quest for others to join me.
if you have come this far here with me it is for a reason, because this is a special time and it is a unique and rarified air we seek. powerful as the hammer of a cosmic ombudsman marking a countdown, bringing us ever closer to that which we are meant for.. the satisfaction that desires us too. uninhibited and pure the pilot light of your desire has propelled you, grabbed you by the spine and dragged as you fall powerless under its spell, guiding you through the unending beats of the
everyday in search of release, of a suspended moment where it all lies waiting for you, the alchemy of soft skin and an enticing whisper.. the flicker of the tongue paying compliments to your various attributes in turn, inspiring confidence with a worshipful tongue. i can tap into the desire that borders on obsession so well because i too understand, and you are not alone in the merciless quest for that satisfaction.
we are lucky both that in this oasis one waits for you who truly waits.. because the beauty of our time together is that the joy for me truly is in the giving. remembering the little details to make you feel special, lavishing praise on the areas that inspire the toe curl and secret smile that i adore.
these are the moments i love, when in an instant time has stopped and the roaring at the base of your spine has begun, slowly at first, insistently driving upward until it fills the your now heaving chest, spreading hot like a ray of plasma and extending through your fingers to me.. and when the force of passion fills me, the alchemy of this thing we are creating means that you will feel it again multiplied through me.. magnified in waves as your lust resounds off my body, stretched taut like a drum echoing your need and your burning desire back to you as they fill and consume us both.
i reflect the desire that brought you here and that has brought you to me and that we both find undeniable, just as you expect. i need the kind of moments that leave the imprint of your desire on me for long after we part, as i call you into my memory over and over.. fondly tracing the path that your fingers took across the top of my thigh, pressing hands together between my knees as I giggle suddenly to myself, remembering that we met... when we indulged the secret obsession that drives us and wove ourselves in and out of the burning quest for that feeling.. the satisfaction that i know i crave and that is tough to describe but that in the language of touch is effortless.
i hope that you know what i mean.. if you do and if you find your quest for satisfaction similarly all-consuming.. come find me, and let's create a cozy nook where we can nestle into one another with our curiosity and be ravaged by the passion of our fantasy. i need to create the type of desire that leaves a mark, i want to create those memories that cause the hot rush to flood your ears suddenly as blood rushes and the creases of your clothing flatten as suddenly your face goes hot, remembering how too the sheets snapped tight under the forceful tug of my desire on that night that we met.
my gift to you is devotion.. the little things, remembering your favorites, the compassionate attention that allows you to fully expand into the man you truly are when we are together.. yet does not cling or intrude or impose, only whispers fragrantly across a secret memory to invite your return again and again. i provide a warm depth in which to swim, wide and easy, open and forgiving. i figure we owe it to ourselves to try.
modelesque and tall i am poised with an easy grace and thy southern charm born of a girls school education, i moved to new york after completing an ivy league bfa in pursuit of my aspirations to write for the stage and screen. the proximity to the lifeblood of the nation's theater inspired me to move here in pursuit of my dreams shortly before the after times began, and i have a pet writing project that new york allows me resources to research further, so being here allows me to thrive in my artistic element. paradoxically the shifting of our global environment has given me a unique opportunity to focus on my writing, as our lives have become more contained and university programs are still partially remote, i am utilizing the current days to develop two projects in particular, build them out as far as i can and use excerpts from those works to apply to graduate programs where i look forward to working toward a master of fine arts and integrating with a greater community of writers to develop myself further.
i love new york and intend to stay for at least a good part of forever! and as such of course i love the periodic leaving of new york as well :) i am seriously craving a fun hiking weekend or a visit to storm king, help a girl out please haha. i love to stay active in general and maintain a healthy lifestyle , i eat healthily and in a balanced way with plenty of exercise so that i can really let loose when i want to have fun. which i hope includes you ;) i have a fairly discerning palate and adore food tourism so if you have a bizarre or luxury food adventure that you want to go on, count me in for that as well!
a courteous and simple screening is required for the first of many visits and i look forward to all of it. at intervals I can host at a boutique hotel environment or cozy shared studio space, however on the occasion that i am unable to receive a gentleman.. i am more than happy to whisk myself off into transportation you provide and join you at your hotel or condo.
i respect your schedule and value our time together so expect my correspondence and arrivals to be timely. i prioritize my hygiene and relish in bathing throughout the day, an equal focus on hygiene from you ensures the most enjoyment for us because i really love to get close and explore together. i am a habitual optimist, but in particular i really have a good feeling about this, i think it's going to be fun.
i can't waait let's talk soon :)
with both feet,